come and waste some time with me

3 sides to every story

2011-11-13T15:32:00.000-08:00

We have the same story...the only difference is...

It's told from different sides....

2011-11-13T15:13:00.000-08:00

I'm Back!

2011-11-11T11:14:00.000-08:00

Haven't been here in awhile but ready to re-commit....if it goes well thinking of making flyers with images that may be "controversial" like these with the blogs URL....but time will tell.

-B

2011-04-16T16:13:00.000-07:00

2011-04-12T23:20:00.000-07:00

Yes I think it's funny.
Friends aren't really friends
do you want to talk about that Eve 6 birthday?
when it was just you and me and what do you want to say?
Go ahead and pick a side because that's what people do
and I wish it could be different but it's just a day in the life
And my lips taste like peppermint and there's a smile on my face
and I DON'T CARE - it's there and I like it
I don't care, I'm not choosing sides,
I'm running away and
I'm on my own team

2010-07-10T11:21:00.000-07:00

...the only way to see the beauty in this world...

....is to take the time to notice it...

2010-06-14T18:04:00.000-07:00

Philly

2010-04-12T14:54:00.000-07:00

2010-03-26T19:54:00.000-07:00

I love New Orleans so much I really thought he and I would get married and live there. I felt at home and I was in love - but it just hurt too much. I just wanted to come first in someone's eyes, I never felt like I was top priority and I know that sounds selfish but when you only see someone a few times a year I want their attention. Maybe that's too much but that's what I need.

I never felt good enough, I felt like I was the girl "they" always talked about, that was weird and not like them. Someone they could feel charitable for talking to and make fun of when they weren't. And in the end they/you all proved me right.

I always felt like I was reaching to be something I wasn't. Either trying to change for him or trying to let him off in order for him to feel better - when all I really wanted to be was enough, why wasn't I enough? I have never hurt so much as the morning I waited for my own cab to go back to my apartment in the North.

I'll never understand why.

2009-10-25T15:24:00.000-07:00

spent most of the day today inside and on my porch. The people who live above me are being incredibly loud.

procrastination

2009-10-24T16:43:00.000-07:00

I've been following the cat around....

Instead of doing my paper....

2009-10-24T15:46:00.000-07:00

Another day.

The boy doing his work in my back room. It was really great to see him for a little while.

First Photos of West Haven

2009-10-24T12:46:00.000-07:00

outtakes

2009-08-16T07:58:00.000-07:00

Decaying

2009-08-14T19:35:00.001-07:00

2009-08-10T15:30:00.000-07:00

I want to just go, go on a road trip, meet people, pick people up, just live for a month or two. I want to take my boy, A.W. of course, but i think we could really have fun just living, just drifting.

The Market

2009-08-09T19:03:00.000-07:00

Two weekends ago I went to visit my best friend K.D. in Lancaster and we went to a farmer's market. Then we worked the lollipop tree for United Way at the Duck Race. It was to benefit a pediatric developmental disorder clinic and it was really fun. If the kid picked a lollipop with a red dot on the bottom of the stick he/she got a fake tattoo that K.D. or I had to put on them. Ha it was great and fortunately the rain held off until the very end of the event.

Here are some pictures from the market.

2009-07-21T12:10:00.000-07:00

Not feeling well today, left work early even though I really need the hours. Here are some pics from the side of the road in New York.

So any other garbage is ok? Bring your medical waste here!

2009-07-19T15:23:00.000-07:00

This weekend I went to the new apartment to start moving in. This basically included cleaning, sweeping, measuring, and noting what was broken, in bad shape, and needed. I LOVE this new place, after spending some unbearable hours with the parents tutting around the house I walked down and sat on the beach, dipped my toes in the water, and then had some woodchucks on the front porch. I'm so excited to move in and live on my own again. It's so nice to be on your own schedule, watch any movie of your choice, turn the radio up loud and cook whatever you want. I'm so excited and I can't wait until August when I am officially moved in!

On the way home we stopped at this diner and I took the opportunity to take some pics.

2009-07-17T14:08:00.000-07:00

So, here I am. I never saw myself as a "blogger" however I have been searching for a safe haven for my pictures and thoughts and after weeks of looking at some AMAZING and INSPIRING blogs I have decided to attempt my own.

So here are some photos of something that has helped fuel my creativity and need for expression: Chuck.